MEMORIZING POEMS.
DDDDDX

( High Flight, John Gillispie Magee, Jr. )

This sucks. I have a horrible memory. ):

( The way I plan on memorizing this fucking thing: )

...XD
I better get an A on this test.

I'M DONE.
WITH HOMEWORK.
A;LSKJRL;AWKEJRWA;LKJERA;LW KEJ FINALLY.

I just spent the past four hours doing homework. History and English are trying to kill me. -___-
My neck hurts. D:

OKAY NOW I CAN WATCH KIVA. :D

ETA: Okay, how many times have I forgotten to do this? XD

Tagged by lyuna

1. List your top seven ships.
2. Put all of them in order of your love for them; 7 to 1, 1 being your favorite.
3. Name their fandom.
4. Supply photos for said people.
5. Tag seven people.

( Pics ahoy! )

...
Wow, that only took me...
FIVE HOURS. XD

ETA2: I forgot to tag. :P
Tagging...vierblith_tefu, a1y_puff, ketchupblood, lafuego, katia_chan, peachy_milktea, and pinkeraserdust.

Also: WHERE IS lady_of_water?! D: I was clicking on profiles to see who had already done the meme, and she hasn't posted since...August?
DDDDDDD:

New beta profile page is ugly. D:
I TAKE IT BACK TURN IT OFFFFFFFFFFFF. DDDDDDD:

( Boring stuff )

( Anyways, just got back from dinner with the family.(: )

Because I actually finished my homework (just need to remember to print it tomorrow) for once:
Name a character from one of my fandoms, and I'll give you either:

(a) three facts about them from my personal canon/fanon,
(b) a reason he/she sucks,
(c) a reason he/she is awesomecakes,
(d) five things that never happened to that character, or
(e) five people that character never fell in love with and why.

Yes? :3

I'm on an HP high these days. XD;; I only read a few PoT fics that pop up on my f-list that look interesting; the rest of my time is spent going through HP fics, which I haven't done since...well, since I got into TeniPuri. :D (harrypotterfanfiction.com used to be my most visited site, and now...I haven't even clicked in a year, probably, maybe more...) And now I don't read SiriusxOC or RemusxOC like I used to; it's all SiriusxRemus. :D It's just like before, when I first started reading TeniPuri fanfiction; I only read het, and then I finally got converted into TezuFuji by vierblith_tefu and then came the broad world of the gayness of TeniPuri! :3
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And I don't think I realized I'd gotten converted by her until just last month. XD;;

Finally finished Stand Up!, and it was AMAZING.
I KEYSMASHED SO MUCH IN MY HEAD.
MY HEAD IS FULL OF 'ALWERJKA;LWKJER;LAKWJER;LAKJWE;RLKAJWE;LRKAJWE;LRKJAW;LEK JA;LEKJR A;LWKEJR ;ALKEJR;ALWKJ;ALWKJER;LAKWJE R AND MORE GENERAL INCOHERENCY.
LOVE FOR THIS ADORABLE KID BOY SEXY MAN.
♥♥♥!!
He and Yuuta have such a cute relationship together. :3
And internet is being gay and not letting me open Gmail, but I am in such a good mood, I don't care. ^__^
Oh, and just to make this a little less spammy:

For the HP lovers on my F-list.
Yay, rec! \o/
Am currently reading this fic, which is this awesome AU. :D Very addicting, great plot. ^__________________^
She (he?) writes a lot of pairings, lots of odd ones, so yeah. I'm mainly reading for the Remus/Sirius, though. OTP♥?

Library was closed today. D: I'm book-less, but I actually got my books turned in on time for once. ^__^b

( And because I know a lot of my f-list don't like large text of boring school stuffs, here is a cut! Just for you!♥ )

ETA: You know what sucks?
I can't see a LOT of images on Safari. D:
Like my moodtheme.
Some icons.
Just general pictures on the internet.
)))))):
Plus, Myspace music thing on the band sites?
Yeah, if I want to change my profile song, I have to go to Firefox.
Which doesn't matter much since I don't go on MS much, but it's the principle of the thing!

Which would explain my insanely long ramble that I did during English. XD;;
( You know how, when you're really, really nervous and you go up in front of a lot of people, you talk a lot? )

Don't deny it.

I finished my creative project for the bitch of an English teacher! \o/
If I don't get a good grade (read: A) on this, I will throw such a fit and pull my parents up here and cause so much of a scene she won't be able to put anything less than a 95 on it.

It's gorgeous.((((:

For something I just threw together today? It hardly looks thrown together. :D

Went back to doing Shattering Glass instead of Straw Into Gold (which still sucks, sucked all the way to the end in a major sucky-ish suckfest).

Did a character map, which I messed up on about fifty million times, but that was some damn good glue stick, and nothing would come off. XD So if you look very closely, you'll get confused, so I'll just tilt it up at an angle so that it hits the light just right so that no one can really pay attention to the lines.(;

I LOVE IT♥

And I even made this little title thing to go with it! So even though I didn't make a neat-o symbolic thing with effects and brushes and textures, I still got to use my brushes and textures. :3 It's not amazing, but I can pretend it is, yeah? :D

It actually looks a little messy, which is why I'm tilting it at angles and bending it slightly in and all that.
\o/

You know, I swear Keyboarding is just totally screwing up the way I type. =_=

Stupid Dialectical Journal took me forever to format right. I hate OpenOffice, but I don't have Word anymore. DDD:

And now that I'm done with all my homework (except for the Band forms which I've had for about a month orz), I can sleep! Yay, sleep!
...
Which doesn't explain why I'm online. XD;;

This is total proof I have no life.
But!
I AM ON GOOGLE! :D
First page, too!
Second only to some odd webzine. :3
...
LEAVE ME ALONE I'M COOL. TT^TT

Finally downloading the DL5 OST. XDD;; Yeah, this is my fault because I refused to download it when it first came out, because I wanted to hear the songs while watching the show. And then I forgot....
"19.9 of 229MB (50.2 KB/sec) - 1 hour, 11 minutes remaining."
...
Why don't you just kill me? ;___;

I wanted to do the music meme from lafuego, but I'm lazy. :P Do it later.
I HATE MATH.
I'M SO CONFUSED.
This is why I'm SO not signing up for AP/Honors/whatever you call them classes in high school....

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My life feels so empty now. ;__________;

And, while determinedly reading in an effort to finish the entire damn series in two days, I missed Kiva.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
This is, what, the third week in a row?
Something out there hates me and is trying to deprive me of my Seto.
*offers sacrificial stuffs*

I have a History project due Monday, Chinese homework due in two days that I don't know how to do (I can read it, but I just can't think of the stupid phrases.... No one cares if it's got these lines or those, stop confusing us, because none of us even knew those words! D<), two English projects that require reading books - one of which bores me, the second which I haven't read in four years. And another English project due later, two poems to memorize, god, English teacher is evil. :|

20th Century Boys is so addicting. :D
And when I'm done, I'll have Koko wa Greenwood to read. XD
*sigh*
The life of a manga addict is good. ^__^b
Homework, wut?

I found a brush for shattered glass. :D Yay!
Now I just need to go and reread the book, take some pictures, and I'm done. :3

Anyways, 20th Century Boys. Why am I so addicted? I don't even like sci-fi. I love the plot, though. And even though "Friend"'s been revealed, I'm still on volume 12.... Somehow, I have a feeling this huge plot twist will come up. Like it's not really him, or he has a follower who's going to continue it?

I really need to go finish that math homework....
Oh well. :P

I think I had something to say that would make this post less spammy, but I forgot. I'm sorry. D:

No, really.
Like, I could go read my f-list. And I could go finish those fifty million books I have for English. And get started on one of the hundred million projects I have on the books. I could go finish Takumi-kun Series.
But no, I have to go and get addicted to 20th Century Boys and attempt to finish it in three days like I do with everything else.
-_________________-
I downloaded it yesterday, spent about three hours reading before I left for my cousin's.
Today, I get home and the first thing I do is start reading.
This is pathetic. XD

On another note, I have this vague idea for my English creative project that I'll never pull off. Yeah, see, I was supposed to read a book off the junior high list, but I really didn't feel like it, so I just picked one that I read last year from the high school list.
It's Shattering Glass by Gail Giles, and I loved it, so I was thinking I did this kind of piece-y collage thing on the computer, with a bunch of little pictures all on this one screen, where I'll make it look like shattered glass, y'know?
God, I'll die trying to do this. XD
Especially since I want to take all the pictures myself?
Great. -_-"
I make it sound like I have to do it, but I know I'll probably change my mind.
I really want to do it though. D:
If anyone know how I can just create that glass-effect, I'll figure the rest out myself. Promise. :D
F-list, you know I love you. :3

Tried to watch Takumi-kun Series; ended up going to my cousin's not-even-halfway through. /:
I have school tomorrow and crap, and I require much sleep to be able to drag my ass out of bed, so I'll watch it tomorrow (hopefully).
My eyes are tearing, too. >__< Too much computer. I'm actually pretty tired from walking around Wal-Mart, I guess?
But blah, I ate so much today. D:
Dammit, I need to exercise, but between the school and the socializing and the YES IT'S TOTALLY REQUIRED MOM internet, plus I actually do need to sleep, I have no time. ):
...
RTE on Safari sucks. I press the buttons and they don't work. D<

Evil English teacher gives us four projects in one day. On the first week of school too! Wtf?! Save it for high school or college; let us enjoy junior high as much as we can in these ghetto suburbs. D:


ETA:Changed layout. Again.
Am planning to edit. Again.
orz
Why do I even bother? -______________-

ETA2: I take it back; this layout's confusing.
Do it tomorrow when I'm alive.

Don't look at my page!
It's ugly!
UGLYYYYYYY! D:
UGLY=DO NOT WANT.
LOOK AWAY, FOR I AM SHAMED.

So, originally, the plan had been to write the fic, have it beta-ed (by the la-la-la-lovely eriea), but she's not going to be on the computer for a while (two months, was it?). So, I figured, what the hey, it'll make me feel better. I am in desperate need of cheering up, because I currently have a 77 average in Science asfghjkl; which I've always gotten 96 or above in, all because I have a ZERO for a test, which I'm pretty certain I took, because we had a sub that day, I think, and that sub was kind of, um, fucking STUPID?! and clueless, so a LOT of people had zeros. So now I have to write a report on the cardiovascular system to replace my grade for the cardiovascular system quiz, which I just finished, and I'm so happy, I think I'll just post my fic. And, should eriea happen to see it when she gets back on and beta-s it, I'll post the beta-ed version up. But, for now, I am in a real crappy mood, and posting fic will make me feel better.
Also, to help with cheering up, I'll need happy, funny fics - TezuFuji (because, unlike vierblith_tefu, who feels better after angst, I need comedy) or NiouYagyuu or OshiGaku (actually, an OshiTobe made me feel better today, by a little) or Silver Pair, or any of my other favorite pairings.
Oh. And my sunburn from Hurricane Harbor with the band has now cooled down to a tan. A pretty major tan which renders me incapable of putting on foundation because it's so much lighter now, and I have a bathing suit permanently attached (until the tan goes away). XD It actually looks pretty fucking hilarious.

Just finished watching the drama LIFE, and I must say, it was pretty darn good.
I watched the whole thing today. ^__^ I feel so proud, in an odd, dorky kind of way, but now I have to start and finish my Maths homework and my Reading homework. D: That's two pages of geometry and a play to write. And I have to get up at 6:30 tomorrow. >.<
But back to LIFE.
The antagonist, Manami, really annoyed me. And through ten episodes, I kept wishing she'd get what's coming to her. But just in case anyone feels like watching it, I won't say anything more. Just that it's really good, and there was this character (he was more like one of those characters just there to fill in space and create the illusion of a classroom, and he didn't have any lines or a name) who reminded me SOOOOOOOOO much of Aibacchi, with his hair, and I think his voice, but I'm not sure he was speaking those times. But even though it was unlikely, I checked all over the Web just in case it was him (although if it was him, he'd probably have a bigger role, since he's kind of famous and all, and I don't think he'd really just be a stand-in character or whatever you call those). But it wasn't, and I saw that in the two closeups of his face.
But I must say, he was pretty cute. (;
Aaaaaaaaaand I discovered boys_paper, a wonderful community that gives me plenty of squee-age to last a lifetime. :3

I bring a list!

WHAT TO DO WHEN YOU'RE INSANELY BORED AND PROCRASTINATING:
(Note: Works well when you're desperately in denial of school coming in less than 12 hours, a bunch of homework looming over you, and whatever else.)

• Make a list! :D
• Go find drama and watch.
• Sleep.
• Daydream.
• Draw pretty anime boys and/or adorable chibi figures! :3
• See if you can do that neat trick that completely escapes me where you twirl a pen around your fingers.
• Read fanfics.
• Read manga.
• Read doujinshi.
• Eat! 6: (Although this doesn't work too well if you actually try to watch your weight....)
• Make cards for your lover. <33
• Call someone.
• Flail over bishounen OMG.
• Bake a cake! (If you need to, console yourself by saying it's comfort food.)
• Write! :D Poems, fic, songs, love letter, whatever. ^^
• Dance!
• Which automatically brings me to singing. :P
• Imagine your crush in cosplay! YUS!
• Stalk your crush. :P (Just don't get caught.)

And another list of what you shouldn't do around your crush:
(Note: I've done all of these unless otherwise noted. :P)

• Squeal over BL (if they're a guy), because for some reason, guys don't like that.
• Sigh over the perfection that is TezuFuji.
• Flail over bishounen.
• Say, "I HAVE A WEDGIE!!!!!" (Yeah, I got a weird look from just about everyone in the vicinity from that....)
• Talk about homosexuality unless you're best friends or something.
• Comment about boobs after that.
• Actually, don't comment about boobs PERIOD.
• Have your strap showing? (Yeah, this is usually an accident, but always make sure. 'Cos it's not fun for someone to comment on it when your crush is around.)
• Flirt with an ugly person.
• Um, get rejected? (Okay, so that's usually not your fault, but still. Yeah, the guy was actually close to being my best friend last year, and he was really nice to me, and he just turned butt-like this year, I guess, and flat-out refused to go to the mall with me and my friends over the weekend, which really sucked. /:)
• Eat like a pig. (I have yet to do that. I don't eat like a pig except in front of my family and my bestest friend/cousin. And my other best friend who is not my cousin.)
• Another thing could be to not tell them they're frickin' hot, sexy, or the owner of the sexiest voice ever, but it can be a good thing. And it's quite fun. ^__^

I'm rather hyper if I'm in the mood or have had a sugar high, and I'm often in the mood in front of my crush (he's like a drug when he's in the vicinity?), so I'm pretty sure he thinks I'm insanely weird.

And I've procrastinated for 12 more minutes (from the start of writing this blog to now), and I really should get started on that play....
Le sigh. This is depressing.
But I really can't afford another 0, and about half the class is depending on me, so....le sigh.
Back to the lame-brain play. -_-

And in a much better mood from yesterday, thanks to crysaliz  and her linking me to a subbed version of Second Service to download. :D
So today, I went out to lunch with my dad, uncle, and best friend/cousin, and we had bubble tea. It was good. :D And I stuffed myself, and there were cute boys. It was even better. :D
There just aren't enough cute boys around anymore. - -"

BabaMasa fanservice/interview~

Ah, crap. Spring Break is almost over, and I still have to write a script that's about 15 minutes long AND do Maths AND do whatever else I haven't done.
D:
Oh, Procrastination, you kill me.

EDIT: LJ was being complicated and not nice, so I had to redo all the embedding for the videos. Hopefully they work now? D:
EDITTWO: Forget it. I am wayyyyyy~ too annoyed already from another argument with my parents, and I'm not in the mood to work with this stupid embedding deal of LJ's that hates me for reasons unknown.
I'll post them later/tomorrow, I guess. /:
But the BabaMasa interview link works, right?! D:

Umm...I had a thought...and I was going to post about it....
But I forgot it.... >>

Oh yeah.
Have you noticed a theme throughout anime, manga (two things which are totally different from each other, which some of my friends totally refuse to get!), dramas, and lots of those Asian shows?

Rooftops.

I'm not even kidding. Basically anything I've seen (as in Asian shows), as limited as that selection is, if it's school-themed, then there's at least one rooftop scene.

I wish we had that....
I mean, my school has a roof and all (we're not that poor...), but I'm pretty sure if I went up there I'd get suspended (if caught, of course), and plus, the view would not be very pretty. Just some dead trees. Maybe a green leaf or two.
Then again, I've always really envied those kinds of scenes in shows, though I'm not sure how often those kinds of things happen in real life (I'm sure not every confession occurs on the roof...or under a pretty sakura tree...or so dramatically...though with people these days you can never tell...). Basically, I want pretty boys in my school (even my life will do...that I've actually met, because Aibacchi and Saitou do not count, as utterly gorgeous as they are) and uniforms (only if they're the really cute white button-ups with red ties and gray skirts/pants, because, come on, how cute are those, even if they are a bit short?!) and accessible roofs!!!!

Yeah, I never really learned to appreciate what I have. :D

Anyways, HAPPY EARLY VALENTINE'S DAY (just in case I forget)!!!!!!!!!!

Hope you get lots of nice chocolate and raburabu, for all you couples who get to see each other tomorrow. >.< It's basically a really uncomfortable day for those of us who are either single or who don't get to see our...significant other.

Anyways, I hope you get lots of CHOCOLATE, mostly, and I'm going to go around and spread the news about White Day to all the uncultured idiots in my life :D because chocolate is the solution to everything (except weight loss). Yep. So that when you confess to your lovey and get dumped (not a fun experience. At all), you have TeniPuri (hot, hot drawn characters) and TeniMyu (real, in-the-flesh hot, hot bishounen dancing with tennis rackets and singing in heavily accented, yet oh-so-adorable, English) and chocolate. That always makes me feel better. Or worse, depending on how pessimistic I am....

Yeah. Soooooooooo...alle_goriest your hair is epic and totally awesome. :D Yes, now I'm even more inspired to either convince my mom to let me at least highlight mine (maybe highlight and dye it...just a bit...) or just go out and do it and suffer the consequences when I get home (ah, can you picture that conversation? "Ah, but Ma maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, it'll be such a waste of money! I can't just dye my hair baaaaaaaaaaaaaaack!" "You look like a clown!").
The second option is more likely, though it will also result in a long rant from my sister which just makes me think she's even bossier....

Yes, well, Spring Break is always the time when people get their changes (tans, haircuts, etc.), so I'll probably do mine around then. Besides, it's much easier to go out when I'm free for a longer period. ^__^

Am currently looking for a oneshot manga, Love & Kisses, though I can't find it anywhere. D:
I still have a mountain of homework, though it's a smaller mountain.
Still a mountain, though.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaand I just now found out that there is a manga made just for the movie Boys Love!!!!!! I just downloaded the first chapter. I know, I'm really behind.... But, for those of you who don't know yet, there it. I think aarinfantasy is scanlating it? I don't know. /:
Oh. And an American version of Boys Love is coming out in March. That means subtitles! :D Unfortunately, I can't afford it. ;-; (Not with everything else I've got to pay for....) So if anyone gets it, let me know how it is, yeah? ^__^

Yeah. Going to go bathe and then attack my homework. And read manga in between. :D

-is going to fail junior high-

TT_TT

I've just finished reading Genius 376, and I must say, it's made me fall in love with Ryoma all over again. :3

( spoilers. i guess. /: )
-End rant-

Anyways, Chinese school today was...okay. My best friend wasn't in kung-fu, and she's pretty much the only reason I signed up for it again, even though I really hate it. /: I never get to see her. But the boys in there are a lot nicer now. :D

I really hate MegaUpload. I have to wait, like, till tomorrow to download another file. And I'm downloading Boys Love Theatre Edition!!!! GAHHHHHHHHHH.

Um...I downloaded the new Saitoh Takumi movie, Itsuka no Kimi e.
And ohcrapohcrapohcrapohSHIZZZZ. I just checked, and I have...NINE BOOKS overdue. SEVEN DAYS overdue. Ohmigoshhhhhh. And I JUST got barely enough money for my MP4. TT_TT (New MP4 that I fell in love with: 8GB, but only about $90!!)
*wibble*
I hate the library. From now on, I buy my books. T_T

So I wasted my day watching "Meteor Garden." Actually...it wasn't a waste. Just in today, I almost finished nine episodes. :D And I just started in the afternoon, and they're, like, forty-five minutes long each. So there.
Vanness Wu is absolutely ah-dorr-EE-ble. ^__^
(Although, isn't he about...twenty-nine now?...)
Yes. And I have about a week's worth of Chinese homework to finish before nine o'clock tomorrow, a major Social Studies project due Tuesday, and various homeworks for my other classes.
*is screwed*
V_V

EDIT: Am now drooling over F4. Why must yummy Asian boys be so far from my reach? TT_TT

So this isn't really about tennis tryouts, but that's okay, because
I made the tennis team! :D
Yes, I am that happy about making a school tennis team.(: But you have to get that I'm a very unathletic girl, and I was very sure I was not going to make it. ^^ So when my coach (who is also my Maths teacher. o.o) came up to me in the middle of seventh period and told me, "Congratulations. You made the tennis team," I was elated. (PublicNoteToSelf: No jeans. Bring racket. Coach said.) Meeting on Monday. :D
So that's it. I finished my little TezuFuji chibi drawing during lunch detention (actually, I started on Fuji, mostly finished him, edited his face shape in Advisory [which is homeroom to most of you, I guess]). The weekend is here. I am full on chicken and potatoes (courtesy of my mother, who enjoys overfeeding me, though not nearly as much as my dad).
Till next time!

EDIT: I've just finished reading a doujinshi, Captain Tennis, translated by Yuki_Scorpio. It's really hilarious, but there was TakaFuji. D< *rants and raves*
I DEMAND MY TEZUFUJI!!!!!

Tennis tryouts were kind of embarrassing. o.o
I need more practice for tomorrow's continued tryouts.
To the wall!
(Also, lunch detention wasn't that bad; I was just kind of jumpy.)
Bye! :D

EDIT: Hooray. I got my SAT Reasoning test results back (which I took this early because I am a nerd and my parents want me to be a nerd). :D
Yay nerds!
We will rule the world one day. 8P